Currently Listening Home By Michael Bublé see related

Hmmmm... What to say? What to say? Well, the year has really flown by! I can't believe that it is already November! I am really trying to set and accomplish some goals for myself. I am on an ever-going quest to loose weight. ( First goal to set and accomplish: lose 20 pounds and get my muscles back!!) I know that I don't need to, but I really want to! Also, I need to keep up my 4.0 GPA, but that shouldn't be too hard, seeing that I am still in high school. I am getting mixed emotions about growing up. In a way, I can't wait to start college and "become an adult". But on the other hand, I am worried that I am going to mess up somehow. I need structure in my life. High school and living at home has helped me with that so far. However, choosing when and just how much I will go to school, where I will attend, where to work.... these are all some big choices to make. My mom wants me to stay at home and go to a Community College. However, all of my teachers are telling her that I need to go to a University because, often times, CCs are just extensions of high school. I don't know what to do. I am trying to save money so that I have more options. ( Another goal I need to set and accomplish is saving at least $2,000)It's hard because these are the decisions that really matter~ these choices will effect the rest of my life! ok. This is becoming way too serious! Ok. I had a whirlwind year so far. From extreme highs, to extreme lows, it was definitely the most eventful year yet. I have made some really bad decisions, but now I see the good in them. I have given up this bitterness that I was holding on to. I am genuinely happier now. I am at a stage where it doesn't matter what people think or say about me. I know the truth. I know how to make myself happy. I look out for number one now, and I am a stronger person. I just got sick and tired of bending to be the girl that everyone wanted and expected me to be. I re-evaluated my priorities, and set things strait. I feel good, and I am just living life right now. The best part is that I don't have anyone influencing my decisions in a way that is detrimental to me. So.... needless to say... I've moved on.. DUH! (Oh BTW~ this isn't only about a guys, either).

With Sincerity

Cheric 

By the way.... I LOVE THIS SONG!!!

Aahhh, the weekend at last. It has been such a long week. Let's see, school is going great. I have strait A's, the work is easy, the people are nice, and a few of the guys are good looking. Nothing too exciting has happened since Senior Camp. Last night was our Section 8 Back to School youth rally. It was at CLC and about 100 or so attended. I hung out with Cam and the kids from her church, and Adaria. Bro. Zuniga preached a message about loving the Doctrine. It was good! Then, we congregated at In-N-Out in Manteca. My food was okay, but Billy wasn't so lucky. His first hamburger was raw. Then, his second one had a hair in it!! Brad took it up there and got the money back. It was so disgusting. YUCK!! Anyway~ I had a good time. I am sorta depressed because I am not going to General Conference. I really wanted to go. It's in Virginia, which is so beautiful and historic. Oh well, I am going next year FOR SURE!! I think Cam is going with us to WCC. It's gonna be great. WC is super conservative, so it will be great to have us there. We will try not to be too bad... Well, I better get going.

Much Love

Currently Listening Brand New Day By Sting see related

Woah! Its been a long time since I updated. Lets see.... I just got back from Camp Meeting and Senior Camp. It was AWESOME!! This was my first time going to CM for the whole week. Its the best. But, I got this really bad cold/cough thing going on. It made me lose my voice more than normal. The services at CM were tight. Bro Suber is the best. Then at SC, everyone got into the services. This was the best year as far as church . However, one of the best parts of SC is scoping out the hotties... well, there wasn't much to look at. There were a few potentials, but not really. I had a blast hanging out with Chandra, Shanoa, TabbyCat, Ester and these guys we met named Donald and Mikey. We wrote little songs like always. Also, people started copying us after we began Ticketing guys for fashion NONOs such as white socks with a suit and dress shoes. Then. some of the guys started dressing funky on purpose. I met some pretty cool friends. I love my Sacramento People. The ROCK RULES!! There is one guy that I think is pretty cool.... may have to get to know him a little better..... hmmmm.... anyway. I am SO over the old one. I will probably always think he is goodlooking and remember the good fun we had, but that's probably it. He's moved on so I am too. I am actually cool with it. Anyway... I start school on Tuesday and I have to go back to work. UGH!!! I dont want to grow up!!! JK!!

...Till next time....

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Currently Playing Since You've Been Gone By Kelly Clarkson see related

Who reads their horoscope? I don't take them all seriously, but I read them for fun sometimes. Welll... let me tell you that they are WRONG!! (or at least for me) Mine said that good things were ahead and that Sunday was my lucky day. Well... it was one of the wierdest and worst days I have had in....ever!! K. This is how it went down. I started an innocent little conversation with one of my friends. Then, it got way out of control. THE WHOLE THING WAS JUST TO BE FUNNY AND MESS AROUND, but now our friendship wont be the same, at least for me. Some uncomfortable things were said that should have been taken care of a while ago, but....yea. It was just awkward and sort of embarassing. Ester said she was suprised at the way I was handling the situation in such a mature way. (HENCE THE SONG NOW PLAYING)  Anyways~ needless to say, I wasn't the most jolly person in the world. It wasn't all bad though, because now that it happened, we can (hopefully) move on and remain good friends! Next.... oh! We had people over after church last night. Not much excitement. However, I was glad to have Ester and Korneliusz there to be with me. The three of us talked till around one about the "incident" and it was good to have him there because he offered a point of view that Ester and I might not have figured out otherwise. (i love my homies!) I am super excited because there is only 5 more REAL days of school left and then I will be a SENIOR!! WoOt! I am going to be really busy this summer. Work will take up the majority of my time. Also, I want to spend at least a week at my aunt's in Missouri, but I don't know how that will work out. I feel bad taking time off for Senior Camp and Camp Meeting, so... Also, the Drama Tour is going to be awesome! The one E and I will be going to is in Stockton... I also want to take some time to go to the beach, read, excercise, and go to the Garment District in LA. That would be grrreat! Briana Fragoso and Frank Brieno will be getting married on June 18th, after my 17th birthday on June 17th! I am so happy for them. Well... till the next episode

B e.z.